The Princess They made Me Out To Be, The Starving Girl I Was Chapter 10
For the final episode, the team had planned A Letter to My Family.Â
Lucas handed me the script, looking awkward. “You don’tÂ
have to follow this. Revise it however you choose.”Â
glanced at the draft: I thank my parents for their toughÂ
love… I thank this program for helping me grow.Â
I set it down gently. “I want to speak in my own words.”Â
On livestream day, we returned to the same old courtyard.Â
A long table held pizza, roast chicken, beef stew, salad,Â
tomato soup–and a wicker basket of cornbread slices.Â
Lucas turned to me. “Does seeing cornbread again frighten you?”Â
I looked at the coarse grain. This time, no desperation, no recoil.Â
No. The cornbread isn’t to blame. Neither am 1. The fault liesÂ
with those who left me so starved that every scrap felt like a lifeline.”Â
The courtyard fell quiet. Wind rustled the corn leaves along the wall.Â
Lucas asked again, “What would you like to say to everyone watching?”Â
I faced the lens directly. Thomas wasn’t here this time. NoÂ
hand pressed warningly onto my shoulder. No voice reminded me to watch my word.Â
I once thought hunger was punishment for beingÂ
troublesome,” I said. “I believed I spent too much, that I mustÂ
never burden adults. So I stretched $300 to cover everything, counting each cent.”Â
“But no matter how hard I tried, it was never enough–notÂ
because I failed to save, but because someone took what wasÂ
mine and told me I didn’t deserve it.”Â
paused. “If someone always speaks for you–claiming yourÂ
mother hates you, insisting your father acts out of care,Â
calling your hunger attention–seeking–you must ask them yourself.”Â
Check bank records with your own eyes. Hear the truthÂ
face–to–face. Never let anyone stand between you and yourÂ
family, leaving you afraid to speak while wasting away in silence.”Â
Off–camera, Mom watched, eyes glistening but silent.Â
Lucas turned to her. “Ms. Sullivan, would you like to add anything?”Â
She stepped before the camera holding legal documents.Â
Thomas has paid the first restitution installment. Seth’sÂ
condo is under asset recovery. All evidence of defamation andÂ
misappropriation has been submitted to our legal team.”Â
“From now on, every cent for Hazel’s life, education, andÂ
healthcare goes straight into her personal account.”Â
She glanced at me. “I don’t ask for gratitude. This is what IÂ
should have done long ago. If she chooses to rebuild our bond,Â
that’s her choice. If she can’t forgive me yet, I accept the consequences I earned.”Â
After broadcast, the crew invited everyone to share the meal.Â
No one counted my cornbread this time. No one snickered.Â
Mom ladled soup and added quickly, “You don’t have to drink it if you don’t feel like it.”Â
noticed how cautiously she spoke, and my heart ached gently. “I’ll have it.”Â
The soup steamed warmly, light and simple. Perfect.Â
sipped slowly, ate one slice of pizza and a slice of beef, taking my time.Â
I knew no one would snatch the food away.Â
After dinner, Mom drove me back to campus.Â
At the gate, she asked, “Dental follow–up tomorrow. Shall IÂ
pick you up at five?”Â
I thought for a moment. “Half past five. My classes finish at five.”Â
She nodded right away. “Of course, five–thirty.”Â
Before I climbed out, she called my name. “Hazel–in theÂ
future, tell me straight if you don’t want to meet. Don’t forceÂ
yourself to please me at the cost of your happiness.”Â
studied her face for a few seconds. “Alright.”Â
Back in the dorm, Jenna tossed me candy from her desk.Â
‘Dessert after dinner.”Â
I peeled off the wrapper. Strawberry sweetness spread across my tongue, bright and genuine.Â
opened a new notebook and wrote: Dental follow–up.Â
Stomach medication. Treat Jenna to dinner.Â
On the final line, I wrote slowly: I have finally reclaimed the right to my own meals.Â
closed the notebook once I finished writing.Â
Outside, streetlights glowed. Students hurried back withÂ
late–night snacks or books toward the library, someone called a friend’s name below.Â
An ordinary, lively evening. This quiet steadiness was no longer far away.Â
Hunger won’t vanish overnight; hurt won’t heal instantly.Â
But starting today, I oversee my own money, speak for myself,Â
and will savor my life–one bite at a time.Â
